My hope...is just as simple....
I am so simple...
Hope to have a simple life..
Hope to smile everyday...
Be happy...
Today....something happened...
I really hope it will not happened...
Because I tell myself not going to care what I knew...
But why I can't do that...
Is just very simple...close my eyes...
without seeing anything...
close my ears without hearing anything....
Just simple...
Can you all respect me...b4 you all done anything...
Can you all just think b4 u did everything in your...life...
I am just a human being....
I am not a god...
I will be tired....
Tired until I really can't say...how tired am I...
Thinking to stop my job....
because I m tired...
Even as a friend....
sometimes will make me tired and crazy!!
Do you think u pay a lot for me....
As you scold me....do u think twice...!!
how are u going to scold me I really can get into my mind....
And without delete...it!!
I am not angry but I need to accept...because u are my friend and who is the one just pay me every month....
Friend...I taught your son...pls don't say that ...just because you do not know english and Bm...therefore you not knowing that I am teaching or not.....!!
Pls .....do not say it again to others teacher...
you really will hurt someone...
Tired....really tired!!
Something...I am so appreciated ...
because I have it...
I am so happy...
but it really take time to change...
sometime I tell myself...
Is my problem..??
or I m still not doing that good??
Maybe I am too force...what I want it to change...
Somebody can tell me...
what shall I do...
I really "failure" in my life...
someone I am happy with...
I still can't get it what I want....
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2012年2月8日星期三
Feeling vexed!! In these few months!! I had try my very best!!
Vexed.....vexed....vexed!!
Try not to type my blog...again!!
But at last....I have too....
Maybe this is the best way...
Try my very best to overcome....let down ....everything...
But...the problem sometimes will happen again...!!
That's why...my mood..." up.....and....down"
I also can't imagine why my mood will be in this way!!
Even moody until....I get my headache..back in these few month!!
Headache is the worse thing in my life....!!
Always can't understand by others...even I 'm doing my very best!!
Nobody will be understand my situation...
Shall I put it a side....who is not understand...me or my situation...
Shall I be myself.....and not going to bother....whatever happen surrounding me...!
Can I do that!!
I can totally saying....I can't because I had try it.....!!
There is a lot of people telling me..that just let go whoever that is not cherish...u!!
Is this true....??
Shall I do that??
If I am doing this...can I be happy??
Even my "Ah di " always advised me..not to think too much!!
I am so happy because he know what am I thinking...
He always worrying....
But I had try my very best!!
"Ah di" you are one of the people who is so worrying by me....
no matter how old u are!!
He always listening what am I going to tell him...
I know he can understand what am I telling him....
But I also know he is trying his very best....
These few months ....
He was the one accompanied me....
listening , chatting , enjoying.....together!!
I really hope as a "jiejie" to him ....can really bring happiness to him..
Maybe I can't give 100 % happiness to him....but at least I can give 50% happiness...
Thx " Ah di " who always giving me problem that I can show how to be a good "jiejie"
I am not the best.....jiejie....
But I will be a good...one because this is my responsible!!
To find a person who really understand ourselves are totally difficult...
As " ah di " of mine who really so understand me...
sometimes without saying out ...he already knowing what am I thinking or worrying about...!!
Ah di ,don't angry with what I am telling here...!!
I am not sharing u out to people....
I just want to say how's my feeling to u and appreciated to u!!
Thx "ah di".....
Even I laugh myself....
because some of my students will ask me " Miss Chan " why u look moody today....
I will just answer them " nolah,Miss Chan is ok"
So they are so funny....and believe what am I telling them...
They are really " naive"...
But anyway....they are really good also because at least some of my students knowing and care for me...
Oklah...!!
Hopefully..everything will be good....!!
After I am posting out this blog...!!
Just post out all my unhappiness...!!
May bring a wonderful luck to me!!
Try not to type my blog...again!!
But at last....I have too....
Maybe this is the best way...
Try my very best to overcome....let down ....everything...
But...the problem sometimes will happen again...!!
That's why...my mood..." up.....and....down"
I also can't imagine why my mood will be in this way!!
Even moody until....I get my headache..back in these few month!!
Headache is the worse thing in my life....!!
Always can't understand by others...even I 'm doing my very best!!
Nobody will be understand my situation...
Shall I put it a side....who is not understand...me or my situation...
Shall I be myself.....and not going to bother....whatever happen surrounding me...!
Can I do that!!
I can totally saying....I can't because I had try it.....!!
There is a lot of people telling me..that just let go whoever that is not cherish...u!!
Is this true....??
Shall I do that??
If I am doing this...can I be happy??
Even my "Ah di " always advised me..not to think too much!!
I am so happy because he know what am I thinking...
He always worrying....
But I had try my very best!!
"Ah di" you are one of the people who is so worrying by me....
no matter how old u are!!
He always listening what am I going to tell him...
I know he can understand what am I telling him....
But I also know he is trying his very best....
These few months ....
He was the one accompanied me....
listening , chatting , enjoying.....together!!
I really hope as a "jiejie" to him ....can really bring happiness to him..
Maybe I can't give 100 % happiness to him....but at least I can give 50% happiness...
Thx " Ah di " who always giving me problem that I can show how to be a good "jiejie"
I am not the best.....jiejie....
But I will be a good...one because this is my responsible!!
To find a person who really understand ourselves are totally difficult...
As " ah di " of mine who really so understand me...
sometimes without saying out ...he already knowing what am I thinking or worrying about...!!
Ah di ,don't angry with what I am telling here...!!
I am not sharing u out to people....
I just want to say how's my feeling to u and appreciated to u!!
Thx "ah di".....
Even I laugh myself....
because some of my students will ask me " Miss Chan " why u look moody today....
I will just answer them " nolah,Miss Chan is ok"
So they are so funny....and believe what am I telling them...
They are really " naive"...
But anyway....they are really good also because at least some of my students knowing and care for me...
Oklah...!!
Hopefully..everything will be good....!!
After I am posting out this blog...!!
Just post out all my unhappiness...!!
May bring a wonderful luck to me!!
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