Can't imagine and I get a lesson...thank you to who given me this lesson!!

I stop my blog almost 2 weeks time.....!!
I really hope not to post my blog again...........
Because when I start to post my wall again....this mean I really can't voice out so I choose this way....!!
Just because I calm myself to ready my new life in 2012 year!!
I already telling myself ...I have to try my very best to help my students out.....in 2012 year!!
No matter how weak they are....
Even I am care of them and always worry them....because I am so worry I can't do the best to them.....
I do my duty  is not that I am worry about the money will lost....but to me I just hope that respected by you all .....!!
I really feel very angry...to what they had done for....me...

Only second days of my work....!!
I really can't imagine....!!
But I need to accept it......!!
And what I accepted it in this two days......I will just say THANK YOU VERY MUCH....because from u all ....I really get a good lesson....!!
With this lesson I tell myself.....
I have to grow up once again.....
Because this lesson is a valuable lesson to me....!!


Being mature....is very important!!
Because from this lesson .....
I learn that no matter how good we treat a people...they will not appreciated ....contrary.....they will do something behind us as we really can't imagine.....
As I know , being good to others ,we can't hope to get back what we want.....
But at least the ending will not giving such a surprise...to ...me!!
What as a teacher hope??
Respect....
As I am a teacher who know how to respect....why don't you all don't know??
Is my fault....？？？ Really my fault....？？？

Being a teacher is very hard....!!
I care the feeling of my students....!!
Why don't all my parents and students care of my feeling...!!
I am a human not an animal....
I really very sad and disappointed.....
I really need to let go....just because they are not respect me....
I really very tired ......


Mum...if you still alive...how good am I...!!
at least I can voice out how my feeling....now
actually I really need to listen to you
not to take it that serious and is time to let go should let go it...and do not to burden myself...!!
What you told me all inside my heart...!!
But I still can't do it....

So I  change my habit and trying my very best to coordinate with my students,friends and family members...!!
Mum...with your advised I just can stand until now
Mum ,thank you very much!!
Hopefully ,you all will have a good life....
Thank you for your support.........
Maybe I am not good enough...!!
Anyway thank you very much to the lesson that I got it from you all...!!