Speechless is really good...to me!!
If I choose being speechless again...
I think I will be back .....without saying anything by just walking in and out....
To have this habit I think past 4 or 5 years....
Do I really need to have that kind of habit.....??
No actually that kind of habit should not with me all the while...
Because with that habit I know I am not happy....
Since I am changing my habit....
I am brave enough to have one step forward...
This mean I am change and would like to have my new life...and accept by others...
Why these few month....I really can felt that I am vexed....
Why just a simply things can vexed me up in these few month...
How am I going to face all these...？？
why you all need to treat me like this...
I really don't want all this happen in my life....
what I hope is just simple....
Do I do anything wrong ??
Do I make you all unhappy??
Do I very bad??
Keep on thinking...but I don't have any answer....!!
I really so tired....
If you all need to treat me as what you treat me now....why you all given the happiness in the past....
With what you all did I really pain in my heart....
But what I did to you all really truth and all from my heart....
Because once I say .."yes"....forever...will be" yes" in my life...!!
No matter how you all think about...!!
Should I let go....??
But I know...I can't
Because I care of them and love them very much...
They given me a lot of happiness with their care I really feel it....especially.....who always accompany me.....
If I can do it...
I think I will not that vexed....
If I am a person who is so easy to let go .....
I think the person who is really hate by me....
Maybe you all still young ....do not know how my feeling is....
But I can say is ...I am not happy....because you all give me the happiness in the beginning but at last....I really feel disappointment....
I really hope you all will change and not fake to me...
Just think by yourself...if you all care for someone but the person refuse your care....how is your feeling???
How is your feeling....is just like what feeling am I ...now??
Although I have a month holidays....
but my feeling in this month....really giving me a lot of vexed
hopefully it will past soon....
Anyone who is not understand me much...
they will think that I am very happy....
but I am not...
it just that I do not want to show out .....
how pain is my heart...you all will not know it....
because all just keeping in my heart ....
really no place for me to voice out....
So I choose a place here...to type it out...as long as..it will calm me down...
Hopefully I have a wonderful 2012 year!!
2011年12月21日星期三
2011年12月19日星期一
Friends.....important in our life??
Friends....important in our life ??
When I 'm starting my preparation in a few seconds....
suddenly I see my inbox ....
One of my student...(brother) sent me a song.....分享。。
In this 5 minutes with this song....
I really think back ....some past memories...too!!
I was thinking back when I was young....I was not that much of friends...
Maybe this is because....my own habits....
That's why I was not joining with my friends....!!
Until ...now....
when the song comes to my ears...I really regret....why am I not like the teenage nowadays to have their childhood......Why am I not joining my friends when I am young....??
This is what I really feel regret with it...!!
Haizzz~~ no choice...alrdy late...!!
Really hope to be back....as a child without any pressure ....which make me headache .......
So with the song....I feel that friends are really important..!!
Friends can be a part of our life ...!! (to choose a good one)
This is because when we have no one in our life...friends are the person will accompany with us.
Although friends can't accompany with us 24 hours but to have a good friend.....
I think when we have anything happen...he or she will lend a helping hand to us!
I had experience it before.....when I was helpless in the hospital....looking at my lovely mum who was so suffer lying on the bed which I can't help.....
During that time I really did not know how to do....
That's why until now.....
I really appreciated to 1 of my friend who sharing and listening how suffer in my heart to him.....
He really my best friend forever....with his sharing I really cool down myself ....
And fortitude myself....!!
He was the one who calm me down during that time and did not feel vexed about what I was sharing with him....!! Thx Stanley....you are so wonderful...!!
The second friend that I need to appreciate him is Darren...!!
who always helping me when I need his help...
From his advised....I will realize in the end....!!
Thx my friends....both of u really wonderful...!!
From that ....I really learn a lesson.....
Always listen n sharing with our friends.....
As my job...I m a teacher....I also sharing n listen to my students...
With my own experience ...I know the feeling.....when a person comes up with his or her problem...!
Although I can't help out ....but at least I m the one who trying to listen and share with his or her....so that my friends will comfort for some time...!!
How worry...pressure and burden... they have!
So I always hope to share and listen to anyone of my friends...
No matter are my friends or students....
Sometimes being a couple as well...
Both should have sharing and listening to each others problem...
Without sharing and listening.....
Both feeling are not permanent...!!
Hahahaha.....macam Yes !!
But this is true....!!
This is my personal view......hahahahaha!!
To me ....
One of the important qualities of a good friends is " honesty "
In order to achieve this,you as a good friend must always listen to your friend and tell him or her what you really feel...
A good friend is always able to be there when you need him or her most.....
Friends must be able to trust one another....
To trust friends you must believe and have confidence in that person...
Friends as good confidantes....
Have the ability to keep secrets...
Part of being a good friend is being prepared to make sacrifices of your time and energy in order to help out your friends...
To have a friend to respect us....we must the one who know how to respect our friends... 1st!!
Therefore I am so cherish all my friends , students , and who are being from the students of mine and become my brother....!! U all are so wonderful....!!
Memories always meaningful to me....!!
When I 'm starting my preparation in a few seconds....
suddenly I see my inbox ....
One of my student...(brother) sent me a song.....分享。。
In this 5 minutes with this song....
I really think back ....some past memories...too!!
I was thinking back when I was young....I was not that much of friends...
Maybe this is because....my own habits....
That's why I was not joining with my friends....!!
Until ...now....
when the song comes to my ears...I really regret....why am I not like the teenage nowadays to have their childhood......Why am I not joining my friends when I am young....??
This is what I really feel regret with it...!!
Haizzz~~ no choice...alrdy late...!!
Really hope to be back....as a child without any pressure ....which make me headache .......
So with the song....I feel that friends are really important..!!
Friends can be a part of our life ...!! (to choose a good one)
This is because when we have no one in our life...friends are the person will accompany with us.
Although friends can't accompany with us 24 hours but to have a good friend.....
I think when we have anything happen...he or she will lend a helping hand to us!
I had experience it before.....when I was helpless in the hospital....looking at my lovely mum who was so suffer lying on the bed which I can't help.....
During that time I really did not know how to do....
That's why until now.....
I really appreciated to 1 of my friend who sharing and listening how suffer in my heart to him.....
He really my best friend forever....with his sharing I really cool down myself ....
And fortitude myself....!!
He was the one who calm me down during that time and did not feel vexed about what I was sharing with him....!! Thx Stanley....you are so wonderful...!!
The second friend that I need to appreciate him is Darren...!!
who always helping me when I need his help...
From his advised....I will realize in the end....!!
Thx my friends....both of u really wonderful...!!
From that ....I really learn a lesson.....
Always listen n sharing with our friends.....
As my job...I m a teacher....I also sharing n listen to my students...
With my own experience ...I know the feeling.....when a person comes up with his or her problem...!
Although I can't help out ....but at least I m the one who trying to listen and share with his or her....so that my friends will comfort for some time...!!
How worry...pressure and burden... they have!
So I always hope to share and listen to anyone of my friends...
No matter are my friends or students....
Sometimes being a couple as well...
Both should have sharing and listening to each others problem...
Without sharing and listening.....
Both feeling are not permanent...!!
Hahahaha.....macam Yes !!
But this is true....!!
This is my personal view......hahahahaha!!
To me ....
One of the important qualities of a good friends is " honesty "
In order to achieve this,you as a good friend must always listen to your friend and tell him or her what you really feel...
A good friend is always able to be there when you need him or her most.....
Friends must be able to trust one another....
To trust friends you must believe and have confidence in that person...
Friends as good confidantes....
Have the ability to keep secrets...
Part of being a good friend is being prepared to make sacrifices of your time and energy in order to help out your friends...
To have a friend to respect us....we must the one who know how to respect our friends... 1st!!
Therefore I am so cherish all my friends , students , and who are being from the students of mine and become my brother....!! U all are so wonderful....!!
Memories always meaningful to me....!!
2011年12月18日星期日
Sunday mood!! ( rest at home)
Sunday mood!!
For working people ....
they wish everyday will be Sunday ...for them!!
But for me.....maybe a month holidays without going anyway so .... Sunday is just nothing to me...!!
Haha....
woke up early....in the morning....!!
Also KACAU...KACAU...by my wonderful friend.....!! Why??
Orhhhhh...... really funny.... she said to me " Ling ...I sent the chicken for u ....now!!!
I really can't imagine how wonderful is friend.....!!
hahahaha......
Even haven brush up myself....
I need to go out with my messy hair!!
How wonderful is she!!
Really funny...!!
I think I gonna scold her 1 day...hehehehe!!
Bekcik...betul!!
No choice....hahaha....
So brushed up myself...
Start my weight loss program...hehehehe!!
Without my breakfast.....just drank 2 glass of plain water...
Doing all my housework
Yahoooooooooooooo...
really enjoy by doing all the housework...but...
Tired......!!
After all my housework done....
Bathe with my little cute dog....!!
Later on log in to my fb...
than sleep for almost 3 hours in the afternoon...
Wow....
Feel good....
Having my dinner... at 7 : 30 pm
Enjoyed watching movie...
laughing....
Log in my fb again...8:30 pm....
By log in my fb...chatting , playing games n doing my preparation for new intake...
Until now....3am....yahooooooooooooooooooooo...!
I past my Sunday by doing some simple job but enjoy yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy....!!
Ok....is time for me to sleep....good day!!
^_^
Don't worry be happy....!!
For working people ....
they wish everyday will be Sunday ...for them!!
But for me.....maybe a month holidays without going anyway so .... Sunday is just nothing to me...!!
Haha....
woke up early....in the morning....!!
Also KACAU...KACAU...by my wonderful friend.....!! Why??
Orhhhhh...... really funny.... she said to me " Ling ...I sent the chicken for u ....now!!!
I really can't imagine how wonderful is friend.....!!
hahahaha......
Even haven brush up myself....
I need to go out with my messy hair!!
How wonderful is she!!
Really funny...!!
I think I gonna scold her 1 day...hehehehe!!
Bekcik...betul!!
No choice....hahaha....
So brushed up myself...
Start my weight loss program...hehehehe!!
Without my breakfast.....just drank 2 glass of plain water...
Doing all my housework
Yahoooooooooooooo...
really enjoy by doing all the housework...but...
Tired......!!
After all my housework done....
Bathe with my little cute dog....!!
Later on log in to my fb...
than sleep for almost 3 hours in the afternoon...
Wow....
Feel good....
Having my dinner... at 7 : 30 pm
Enjoyed watching movie...
laughing....
Log in my fb again...8:30 pm....
By log in my fb...chatting , playing games n doing my preparation for new intake...
Until now....3am....yahooooooooooooooooooooo...!
I past my Sunday by doing some simple job but enjoy yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy....!!
Ok....is time for me to sleep....good day!!
^_^
Don't worry be happy....!!
Enjoyable time with friend...~~ ^_^
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| The food was so delicious!! |
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| Having buffet dinner with my friend which recommended by one of my friend...!! Delicious!! At Maiu Japanese Restaurant!! In the Saturday.....morning!! Wake up early......called by my friend...!! Very....Kacau....Kacau ...!! Because I was not willing to wake up.... As I slept late...b4 the day....!! Really ......Bekcik......Bekcik...!! But no choice....as a friend ... I woke up and dress up ...myself!! Accompanied her to buy some new product..!! Haizz~~ !! waiting for her almost 45 minutes....still not coming yeh...!! How wonderful is my friend....!! Yerr........really Bekcik.....!! But I am appreciate to her also although she has this habit ..... whenever we went to a place...!! Hahahaha....luckily when travel by plane she will not has this kind of habit...! Anyway I will accept it..... This is because as a friend together we should sharing ,listening , helping and accepting....!! Sharing happiness and unhappiness... Listening ti his or her happiness and unhappiness... Helping him and her whenever he or she need our help.... Accepting their good or bad habits... This is call friend....!! Having buffet dinner....at 7:00pm..! Really fun..... Ordered our food.... Waiting our food to be served.... Taking photo in the restaurant.... Like a crazy people....!! Have fun...!! enjoy..!! Finished at 10pm We paid RM85.17 for 2 person....!! Really full.............. Going to start my weight loss program..loh!! Weight already increase.... Gonna start off my weight loss.... If not I can't really buy a new clothes for my Chinese New Year.....leh! Hahahahahahaha......... 1 more month to go..... Our New Year is coming....!! Yerrr.... better loos my weight..leh!! if not when meet up all the relatives and friends will feel awkward....!! Hahahaha..... OMG...!! I need to start off ...... by no eating lunch n dinner...!! Hahahah....Can I do it......?? Hopefully can..lah Just having my " breakfast" that's enough...jor! Really miserable for me....!! Excruciation......excruciation...!! Haizz~~~ Hopefully I can loss my weight....fast!! hahahaha..... 减肥成功！！ 哈哈哈哈哈哈！！ |
2011年12月17日星期六
Memories will come back in a sudden!!
Holidays will bring the happiness to everyone!!
For me sure have this feeling..also..!
But for this year...maybe I am not going anywhere...sometimes by sitting down ..I really think back a lot of memories which I really choose not to think it back...!!
Because when my job gets starter ....
I think I will not be that relax.....
Thinking how to facing all my students....employees....with the gentle smile!!
Still remember one of my student' parents told me past few years....really ridiculous to me...he told me that " Miss chan ,you don't make your students angry...orrh...because all of your students here are your " God of wealth "....in that time I just can smile at him without saying anything....because me myself really can't accept what he say....
I kept on asking myself....how will he saying this kind of words to me??....
But at last , I choose to accept it ....
I tell to myself..maybe he was not intentional by saying that....
In that time....I just think to myself ,how hurt is my feeling without voice out....
That's why ,sometimes I will think being a teacher who needs to accept by all those parents are really not that easy...
Sometimes...no matter how responsibility I am....but they seem like I am not....and thinking that I am just only collect the fees...
But...I would like to say....I am not this kind of person....
No matter how much I collect....I think ....I already double up my responsibility to all my lovely students....!!
Haizz~~~!!
Why.....yarr??????????????
Why I still can facing this kind of human being...??
How come they will not thinking that,when they speak out in this way,they will really hurt a person ??
But I think I have to choose the way of keep quiet is better speak out too much!....
because I know some of my students' parents will not accept my opinion...because they are too protect to their child!!
But sad to say too protect is not good!!
Because I am one of the child who is too protect by my parents...so that I am not brave enough....but in these past few years ...I try my very best to brave myself up....!!
Anyway....I had said I need to accept.....
Because no choice....this is my job!!
And the most important thing is my mum always taught me no matter what others saying something to hurt me ,I need to be quiet without quarrel to anyone. Being my right just by giving a smile!!
Mum ,what u say I really can remember but...I hope I can do it forever!!
Because sometimes by endure to anyone who hurt me...I felt really pain in my heart..!!
Haizz~~!! no choice but to accept it!!
When comes to rainy day......its really makes me think a lot of my past memories....!!
Maybe something happen during the rainy day...
Which is so meaningful to me...
And let me cried in my heart....n couldn't do anything to help out by standing a side...!(looking at her...feeling how suffer she was on the bed....but as her daughter me couldn't helped her out)
That's why when comes to the raining day if I am alone...I will really think back a lot of my memories....
The memories was so meaningful!!
I hope to delete the memories in my life.....or just without this memories in my life!!
Because with this memories I feel really pain in my heart!!
The things bit by bit save in my mind.....!!
Mum...I really hope to have u back......!!
Therefore I tell to myself I must cherish to everyone who is good to me..
and accept for those who hate n hurt me in my life...!
Without regret in my life...!!
Therefore....I always teach my students to cherish their parents from now...on!!
I even given my advise to them , if we are not cherish our parents start from now...we will be regret one day!!
So I really hope they will listen to my advise....
Being a teacher always hope to be accept by students whenever we are giving out our advise....
But sad to say...some will accept ....but not all....
Because children nowadays have their own thinking mind....
I can just using a word to describe their thinking mind...." new wave "
Hopefully their thinking mind will not making them in regret for their life!!
I m so regret by not given that much of care and happiness to my parents seem I m still young but when I already know the way to earn my money..they already left....!!
Always giving them to worry about me!!
For me sure have this feeling..also..!
But for this year...maybe I am not going anywhere...sometimes by sitting down ..I really think back a lot of memories which I really choose not to think it back...!!
Because when my job gets starter ....
I think I will not be that relax.....
Thinking how to facing all my students....employees....with the gentle smile!!
Still remember one of my student' parents told me past few years....really ridiculous to me...he told me that " Miss chan ,you don't make your students angry...orrh...because all of your students here are your " God of wealth "....in that time I just can smile at him without saying anything....because me myself really can't accept what he say....
I kept on asking myself....how will he saying this kind of words to me??....
But at last , I choose to accept it ....
I tell to myself..maybe he was not intentional by saying that....
In that time....I just think to myself ,how hurt is my feeling without voice out....
That's why ,sometimes I will think being a teacher who needs to accept by all those parents are really not that easy...
Sometimes...no matter how responsibility I am....but they seem like I am not....and thinking that I am just only collect the fees...
But...I would like to say....I am not this kind of person....
No matter how much I collect....I think ....I already double up my responsibility to all my lovely students....!!
Haizz~~~!!
Why.....yarr??????????????
Why I still can facing this kind of human being...??
How come they will not thinking that,when they speak out in this way,they will really hurt a person ??
But I think I have to choose the way of keep quiet is better speak out too much!....
because I know some of my students' parents will not accept my opinion...because they are too protect to their child!!
But sad to say too protect is not good!!
Because I am one of the child who is too protect by my parents...so that I am not brave enough....but in these past few years ...I try my very best to brave myself up....!!
Anyway....I had said I need to accept.....
Because no choice....this is my job!!
And the most important thing is my mum always taught me no matter what others saying something to hurt me ,I need to be quiet without quarrel to anyone. Being my right just by giving a smile!!
Mum ,what u say I really can remember but...I hope I can do it forever!!
Because sometimes by endure to anyone who hurt me...I felt really pain in my heart..!!
Haizz~~!! no choice but to accept it!!
When comes to rainy day......its really makes me think a lot of my past memories....!!
Maybe something happen during the rainy day...
Which is so meaningful to me...
And let me cried in my heart....n couldn't do anything to help out by standing a side...!(looking at her...feeling how suffer she was on the bed....but as her daughter me couldn't helped her out)
That's why when comes to the raining day if I am alone...I will really think back a lot of my memories....
The memories was so meaningful!!
I hope to delete the memories in my life.....or just without this memories in my life!!
Because with this memories I feel really pain in my heart!!
The things bit by bit save in my mind.....!!
Mum...I really hope to have u back......!!
Therefore I tell to myself I must cherish to everyone who is good to me..
and accept for those who hate n hurt me in my life...!
Without regret in my life...!!
Because life is so short.....we don't have time to hate people who hate mebecause I' m busy in loving people who love me...!!
Therefore....I always teach my students to cherish their parents from now...on!!
I even given my advise to them , if we are not cherish our parents start from now...we will be regret one day!!
So I really hope they will listen to my advise....
Being a teacher always hope to be accept by students whenever we are giving out our advise....
But sad to say...some will accept ....but not all....
Because children nowadays have their own thinking mind....
I can just using a word to describe their thinking mind...." new wave "
Hopefully their thinking mind will not making them in regret for their life!!
I m so regret by not given that much of care and happiness to my parents seem I m still young but when I already know the way to earn my money..they already left....!!
Always giving them to worry about me!!
2011年12月15日星期四
Thinking back some of the memories!!
Life is so wonderful...!
sometimes when I sitting alone...
I will think back how wonderful is my life...
The answer will be only 2....
"Happy n unhappy"
Maybe a lot of people think that I m so happy ....
But the answer is..."no"
Because I have my burden , pressure and worrying...!
That's why I try very hard in these 2 - 3 years to change my attitude...
To change attitude is very hard because I need to accept whatever things that I can't accept...
But no choice...because this is our life...
Sitting down almost an hour...
Thinking back about my job for this few years...
Really appreciated to have all my students sharing their problem with me.
And really appreciated to the students always believe in me...
But sad to say I really do not know whether I help them out or not..
I tell to myself don't to be too control to them because I know some of them will not accept what I did to them...
But as my responsibility I have no choice by doing what they did not like....
I have trying my very best to change myself....
just because I wish to act in concert with my students...
I really don't know whether I using this way is true or false...
Maybe some will think that I am a teacher who is too over...
But maybe some can accept what I did...
Now I only know that being a teacher will not that easy...
Sometimes thinking to be "quit"...
But really not willing to do that...
Because with some of the students who really appreciated what I did to them make me really not willing to " quit "
I am thinking to quit just because I am getting hurt by some of my students...n I m so tired with this job
When I get hurt by their speaking...
I m telling myself ..they are not intentional...
With my explanation to myself...maybe I can calm the feeling of myself...
But I will not angry with them..
Because I hope 1 day they will understand what they did is “erroneous".
Actually I write this blog is to calm my feeling down without any meaning to anyone who see this blog...
Because I really can't speak out and feel really unhappy in my heart almost day by day.
That's why I m choosing this way to share out just trying to get away my unhappy feeling...
Haizz~~~~~!!
If I have a choice...
I wish to be a child...
with the feeling of love from my mother and father...
How good is the feeling....
But is too late.....
Sometimes will feel regret ...
Without my much care to them...they already leave...
Really hope my mother can come back one day....
With her scolding.....I really appreciated...because without her scolding...I will not that mature enough.... THX ...my mum...u are so wonderful!!
Wish to have you to be my mother in my next life!!
My last present for my birthday from my mum is a "dog"...my dog's name is " Wang Wang"
Really thx to my mum giving me a such present...!!
I will really take care of it...!!
Still remember...when I had any problem in my job...
I always share with my mum...
Sleeping together in her room and chatting together....
whatever things we can share together.....
Her smile is so kind...n ...beautiful...!!
I will never forget!!
Mum hopefully you will happy too...!!
Really looking back... to hope that you will still be here so that I will not that unhappy because I can share with u ......
Now I have to be brave without u....!!
Thank You so much !! ^_^
sometimes when I sitting alone...
I will think back how wonderful is my life...
The answer will be only 2....
"Happy n unhappy"
Maybe a lot of people think that I m so happy ....
But the answer is..."no"
Because I have my burden , pressure and worrying...!
That's why I try very hard in these 2 - 3 years to change my attitude...
To change attitude is very hard because I need to accept whatever things that I can't accept...
But no choice...because this is our life...
Sitting down almost an hour...
Thinking back about my job for this few years...
Really appreciated to have all my students sharing their problem with me.
And really appreciated to the students always believe in me...
But sad to say I really do not know whether I help them out or not..
I tell to myself don't to be too control to them because I know some of them will not accept what I did to them...
But as my responsibility I have no choice by doing what they did not like....
I have trying my very best to change myself....
just because I wish to act in concert with my students...
I really don't know whether I using this way is true or false...
Maybe some will think that I am a teacher who is too over...
But maybe some can accept what I did...
Now I only know that being a teacher will not that easy...
Sometimes thinking to be "quit"...
But really not willing to do that...
Because with some of the students who really appreciated what I did to them make me really not willing to " quit "
I am thinking to quit just because I am getting hurt by some of my students...n I m so tired with this job
When I get hurt by their speaking...
I m telling myself ..they are not intentional...
With my explanation to myself...maybe I can calm the feeling of myself...
But I will not angry with them..
Because I hope 1 day they will understand what they did is “erroneous".
Actually I write this blog is to calm my feeling down without any meaning to anyone who see this blog...
Because I really can't speak out and feel really unhappy in my heart almost day by day.
That's why I m choosing this way to share out just trying to get away my unhappy feeling...
Haizz~~~~~!!
If I have a choice...
I wish to be a child...
with the feeling of love from my mother and father...
How good is the feeling....
But is too late.....
Sometimes will feel regret ...
Without my much care to them...they already leave...
Really hope my mother can come back one day....
With her scolding.....I really appreciated...because without her scolding...I will not that mature enough.... THX ...my mum...u are so wonderful!!
Wish to have you to be my mother in my next life!!
My last present for my birthday from my mum is a "dog"...my dog's name is " Wang Wang"
Really thx to my mum giving me a such present...!!
I will really take care of it...!!
Still remember...when I had any problem in my job...
I always share with my mum...
Sleeping together in her room and chatting together....
whatever things we can share together.....
Her smile is so kind...n ...beautiful...!!
I will never forget!!
Mum hopefully you will happy too...!!
Really looking back... to hope that you will still be here so that I will not that unhappy because I can share with u ......
Now I have to be brave without u....!!
Thank You so much !! ^_^
2011年12月12日星期一
Moody day~~~!!
Is a moody day for me
Sometimes thinking not to see a people that let my mood down...
But unluckily.....
Why I have the chance to see it!!
Hate really hate......!!
Without this people in my life....
I will feel comfort....
To see this people again will just make my life to be not comfort...
I already cool down myself almost 3 to 4 months....!!
Why.....!!
Stupid........really hate....!!
To have this kind of friend....I think I really ignored it...!!
This really teach me not to believe everyone in my life....
no matter how good is a person!!
Actually I 'm not that hate of this people....
I 'm willing to be friend with this people...
But just because this people does not know how to cherish....it
that's why I hate this people so much!!
Sometimes there are a lot of people told me " hate will become love"
But for me " hate will become very very hate"
But...I 'm really want to say thank you to this people...
Without this people ......
I think I will not grow up......
With what of this people did to me .....
it really taught me a lot......!!
I get the lesson......not going to believe....to others in that easy way!!
Thank you so much!!
Thank you so much!!
I hate u...
please out of my life。。。
Do not get into my life anymore...
don't call me....in any of the way...
no matter at the roadside......even phone call...
Just because I hate u....
Whatever decision that I make I will not regret just because u are not....
important in my life.....!!
Because without u ,I m so happy in my life!!
Please get away from my life...!!
I m so tired with u!!
I don't want to meet u again and let everybody seeing....This is what I hope....!!
Tired really tired....why has such a people like that!!
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2011年12月9日星期五
Saturday mood~~~~星期六的心情！！
In the afternoon,after my lunch...
take a nap.....
felt comfortable...
without disturbing by anyone...
hahahahaha.....
一天天的过去。。。
有假期但又感觉闷。。
没假期的时候但又期待假期。。
人就是这样。。。！！
一早起床。。。
不知道做些什么。。
结果拿了一份报纸来翻翻。。
才发觉自己太久没看报纸了。。
哈哈哈哈。。。竟然感觉原来很久没看报纸了。。。！！
Looked at the newspaper.....
trying to think back what do I
did yesterday.....!!
I watched a movie which make
me laugh at the whole afternoon.
The acting n speaking by the characters
really funny.
The movie is "Petaling street warior"
But sad to say after the movie, something
make me moody the whole night.
take a nap.....
felt comfortable...
without disturbing by anyone...
hahahahaha.....
Woke up.....than having my dinner at a shopping complex!!
enjoy my shopping!!
Looking around......just a window shopping today!!
hahahahaha.......
because not working for this month!!
no money...no talk!!
so............poor.....leh!!
10:22pm....came out from the shopping complex...
Bekcik....arhhh!
Get stucked at the carpark.....almost for an hour!!
Really think of going to walk back my home.......hehehehehehe!!
Luckily I m back........yahooooo.....!!
Tired ...really...tired for today!! ^_^
^_^
what lies behind the happiness
Happiness should be a part of our life!!
If there is a choice ..I hope to be happy in every seconds , minutes and hours !!
But almost all the people in this world...they have their own happiness but happiness will not last long....!
This is because no matter how happy we are.....
We still need to face out a lot of problem....because we are "Human Being"
This including me ....myself !!
Friends are the most important people in our life too....
With our friends we can share our happiness or unhappiness together...
Therefore..I will try to share my happiness or unhappiness together with my friends...
But sometimes I will not going to voice out how bad is my feeling....!!
Maybe this is my attitude....!!
I have try my very best to change this attitude..!!
Because I know when I feeling hurt or sad without sharing to anyone I really feel suffer in my heart..!!
I like to enjoy my life....
But I will control myself by doing whatever that I can do in my life...
I will not force myself by doing anything that I do not like....
Nobody can force me too...
Sometimes I will feel very happy in my life....
because I have a lot of my students who really good to me..
They give me happiness
We were having fun , watching movie and sharing opinion together...!!
But why sometimes I will feel uncomfortable in my feeling ....
Maybe when I aware some of my students who have change their attitude....sad to say when I aware that ...my feeling is very uncomfortable....
Students..................u all really should be mature...enough!!
Every year I hope to see u all to be more mature by doing the positive way!!
If there is a choice ..I hope to be happy in every seconds , minutes and hours !!
But almost all the people in this world...they have their own happiness but happiness will not last long....!
This is because no matter how happy we are.....
We still need to face out a lot of problem....because we are "Human Being"
This including me ....myself !!
Friends are the most important people in our life too....
With our friends we can share our happiness or unhappiness together...
Therefore..I will try to share my happiness or unhappiness together with my friends...
But sometimes I will not going to voice out how bad is my feeling....!!
Maybe this is my attitude....!!
I have try my very best to change this attitude..!!
Because I know when I feeling hurt or sad without sharing to anyone I really feel suffer in my heart..!!
I like to enjoy my life....
But I will control myself by doing whatever that I can do in my life...
I will not force myself by doing anything that I do not like....
Nobody can force me too...
Sometimes I will feel very happy in my life....
because I have a lot of my students who really good to me..
They give me happiness
We were having fun , watching movie and sharing opinion together...!!
But why sometimes I will feel uncomfortable in my feeling ....
Maybe when I aware some of my students who have change their attitude....sad to say when I aware that ...my feeling is very uncomfortable....
Students..................u all really should be mature...enough!!
Every year I hope to see u all to be more mature by doing the positive way!!
Happy forever!!
2011年12月7日星期三
Happiness without regret!!
Hahaha...why am I going to start my blog..right now!!
I really not thinking to write a blog myself one day....
But today I try to start my blog with a little feeling as to voice out how I feel these few years...!!
I'm given the title " Happiness without regret "just because I'm going to remind myself not to regret whatever I done in every minutes , seconds and hours....!!
No matter how bad is the situation,I will do my very best to help them out...!!
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Being a tuition teacher almost 10 years....!!
Some of my friends told me being a teacher will be as hard as a stone....!!
But for me .....in the beginning I accepted what my friends told me....!!
But when years past。。。I really face off a lot of problem which really make me to be confidence .....!!
This is because may be without the care of my parents since they passed away therefore I have to grow up to be strong...but sometimes to pretend fortitude is not that easy.If I'm frangible,I can't stay a life right now!!So as a teacher of me,I need my students to trust me that's why I have to be as fortitude as I can...!! May be I'm too tired in my working days therefore sometimes I am thinking to leave my job!!
I'm not doing this situation ,may be this is the power of those lovely students who
makes me laughing , smiling , touching , sharing with them together...!!
Thx....my dearest lovely students!!
You all are so wonderful and powerful!
Actually being a tuition teacher...really not that easy ...!!
I really need to think a lot of mode and observation to be more understand them...because through my observation,if being a friend with the students ,this can help the relationship among
them...!
Sometimes I know that my students will hate me a lot by what I m doing to them...but no choice because what I did is for their own good~~~!!
Therefore I tell myself no matter how tired and hard or hate by my students...~~~
I am trying my very best to help them out....!!
This is how a teacher should give to the students!!
Hopefully all my students can feel it...!!
them...!
Sometimes I know that my students will hate me a lot by what I m doing to them...but no choice because what I did is for their own good~~~!!
Therefore I tell myself no matter how tired and hard or hate by my students...~~~
I am trying my very best to help them out....!!
This is how a teacher should give to the students!!
Hopefully all my students can feel it...!!
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| look like I m forcing him to take photo.....hahahaha！！ cute.....( I still can remember what he did to me during he knew I was sick....he brought me a pack of milk n a packet of biscuit n walking down from his house! Thx brother...! I m so touch and appreciated to him ) |
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| Aiyoooo...adik ini.....really berterima kasih kepadanya.....but so sad dia terpaksa berhenti...loh after his SPM!! From what he told me I really touch because I can't imagine why all the words that he told me really can come out from his mouth!! brother...Thx!! |
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| This brother also....funny n cute!! I am so appreciated to him as he also help me a lot. I am very touch as what he makes for me!! ( He was using a game to design some words as "THX dear sister ") |
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| hahahaha....u see these 2 brothers so cute.....1 of them will alway share something with me , no matter what problems came out from him I m the 1 that he will ask me to help...so cute...may be he knows that I really can help him out or sharing his problem off. The other 1..nothing to say about him...because he is the 1 with no problems in his life...the only important things for him is " game ". but he will scare by facing his examination.!! |
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| wow.....wonderful brother!! ....u see how fierce is he..but looking as his picture...I really can laugh for 1 whole day!! cute......!! This brother always has a lot of problem!! |
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| Having fun together with "hollywood boss"" Do u all know who is " hollywood boss"" ?? Just Guess!! |
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| Enjoy student 's birthday party!!
Hopefully I am the teacher can gives you all happiness without any sadness !!
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Ok !! To be continue for my next blog!!
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