For me sure have this feeling..also..!
But for this year...maybe I am not going anywhere...sometimes by sitting down ..I really think back a lot of memories which I really choose not to think it back...!!
Because when my job gets starter ....
I think I will not be that relax.....
Thinking how to facing all my students....employees....with the gentle smile!!
Still remember one of my student' parents told me past few years....really ridiculous to me...he told me that " Miss chan ,you don't make your students angry...orrh...because all of your students here are your " God of wealth "....in that time I just can smile at him without saying anything....because me myself really can't accept what he say....
I kept on asking myself....how will he saying this kind of words to me??....
But at last , I choose to accept it ....
I tell to myself..maybe he was not intentional by saying that....
In that time....I just think to myself ,how hurt is my feeling without voice out....
That's why ,sometimes I will think being a teacher who needs to accept by all those parents are really not that easy...
Sometimes...no matter how responsibility I am....but they seem like I am not....and thinking that I am just only collect the fees...
But...I would like to say....I am not this kind of person....
No matter how much I collect....I think ....I already double up my responsibility to all my lovely students....!!
Haizz~~~!!
Why.....yarr??????????????
Why I still can facing this kind of human being...??
How come they will not thinking that,when they speak out in this way,they will really hurt a person ??
But I think I have to choose the way of keep quiet is better speak out too much!....
because I know some of my students' parents will not accept my opinion...because they are too protect to their child!!
But sad to say too protect is not good!!
Because I am one of the child who is too protect by my parents...so that I am not brave enough....but in these past few years ...I try my very best to brave myself up....!!
Anyway....I had said I need to accept.....
Because no choice....this is my job!!
And the most important thing is my mum always taught me no matter what others saying something to hurt me ,I need to be quiet without quarrel to anyone. Being my right just by giving a smile!!
Mum ,what u say I really can remember but...I hope I can do it forever!!
Because sometimes by endure to anyone who hurt me...I felt really pain in my heart..!!
Haizz~~!! no choice but to accept it!!
When comes to rainy day......its really makes me think a lot of my past memories....!!
Maybe something happen during the rainy day...
Which is so meaningful to me...
And let me cried in my heart....n couldn't do anything to help out by standing a side...!(looking at her...feeling how suffer she was on the bed....but as her daughter me couldn't helped her out)
That's why when comes to the raining day if I am alone...I will really think back a lot of my memories....
The memories was so meaningful!!
I hope to delete the memories in my life.....or just without this memories in my life!!
Because with this memories I feel really pain in my heart!!
The things bit by bit save in my mind.....!!
Mum...I really hope to have u back......!!
Therefore I tell to myself I must cherish to everyone who is good to me..
and accept for those who hate n hurt me in my life...!
Without regret in my life...!!
Because life is so short.....we don't have time to hate people who hate mebecause I' m busy in loving people who love me...!!
Therefore....I always teach my students to cherish their parents from now...on!!
I even given my advise to them , if we are not cherish our parents start from now...we will be regret one day!!
So I really hope they will listen to my advise....
Being a teacher always hope to be accept by students whenever we are giving out our advise....
But sad to say...some will accept ....but not all....
Because children nowadays have their own thinking mind....
I can just using a word to describe their thinking mind...." new wave "
Hopefully their thinking mind will not making them in regret for their life!!
I m so regret by not given that much of care and happiness to my parents seem I m still young but when I already know the way to earn my money..they already left....!!
Always giving them to worry about me!!
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